"Friendly Lang"

Actually yung una kong post about sa kanya dito is pinost ko nung kasagsagan ng exam. Siguro iku-kuwento ko nalang how it all started, kung kailan ko ba siya nagustuhan.

Naging kaklase ko siya last year, and wala naman talaga akong pake sakanya, like he's just a classmate of mine during that time. Isang beses ko lang siya naka-group, and  gagawa ng mv don. Tapos siya yung leader and isa siya sa kumanta. This year lang talaga nagsimla, first day of class, I was looking forward to see him. Nagpakilala siya and I don't feel anything, or indenial lang ako. Tapos nagsimula na nga nung nasasanay na akong nakikita ko siya kada-linggo. Parehas kami ng oras, lagi siyang nagco-collect. Pero this sunday, hindi na kami same ng oras. So saan ba patungo itong sinusulat ko? 

Before examination week, nag-sstory ako, nagli-live and he keeps on interacting, but I feel like he's just being friendly kasi in real life there is no interaction at all. Basta thank you, Mr. Tree for all of those  interactions, you keep on motivating me, pero I won't ever tell you na I like you, walang aamin. Never again. 

Kanina, pumunta kami sa bahay ng kaklase namin, we were walking, tapos no interactions at all. But nung uwian, I waved at him, and he waved back too. There are a lot of staring, which makes me feel na am I weird if I continue staring at him secretly? This simping era of mine, sobrang unexpected. Pero one thing is for sure, he's just being friendly to me. 

Face To Face Is Back!!!

Actually I don't know what will going to happen.

Tomorrow, November 7, start na ng F2F namin, after 2 years of olc and 2 months of hybrid, it's finally back.

May magaganap na prayer service and reporting sa theo bukas which is parehas ako kasali, medyo nakakaworry na magsalita in front of many people, but I know in myself that I have prepared enough at masu-survive ko young bukas. Fighting!

Kinakabahan ako, pero alam kong mage-enjoy ako. Kahit na hanggang 4 yung class, kahit na nakakapagod, I am still looking forward to those interactions, and sana maka-close ko sila, kahit na ang tahi-tahimik kong tao. Sana maging masaya. :)