Inaamin ko, sobrang clown ko. Akala ko wala na akong feelings pero looking back on what he did to me, meron paring hatred na natitira. Pero naisip ko lang na simula umpisa, hindi niya talaga ako nagustuhan. Pero it doesn't matter now, kasi matagal na namang natapos yung connection between us.
He apologized to me before 2021 ends, but it doesn't look like he's sincere. The moment na I saw his new facebook account sa friend request, nagdalawang isip ako kung ia-accept ko ba. Pero I don't want him na bumalik, ayaw ko nang makita yung mga updates ng buhay niya kaya pinabayaan ko lang, hanggang sa nawala rin yung request. He message me also, and it took me an hour to respond on that. I lied on my response, big deal pa rin sakin yung nangyari. I thought he was a different type of guy, pero pare-pareho lang sila. Hindi na ulit ako magtitiwala basta-basta.
Kaka-block ko lang sakanya ngayon, siguro yun na talaga yung umpisa. New beginnings kumbaga.
Small steps, j. Makakaget-over ka rin sa kanya.
sincerely, nissy
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