Ever since I was a kid, laging simasabi sa'kin na baby damulag, napabayaan sa kusina, and mostly talaga, mataba. Hanggang ngayon, dala-dala ko pa'rin yung mga insulto na yon at yun yung nagiging motivation ko to workout. Not for them, but for myself. Napakalusog ko nung bata ako, I remember my teacher in pe, tinuro niya lahat ng overweight saming magkakaklase kasi BMI yung lesson namin that time and I felt so so sad to myself, required ba na pinopoint out kung gaano ka kataba? Simula pagkabata, sobrang insecure na ako sa weight ko, idagdag pa yung mata ko na para daw kwago. Kasalanan ko ba na pinanganak akong malaki yung mata ko? Bakit kailangan pang sabihin?
Before this pandemic happens, 65 kg yung weight ko but I'm so glad that naging 50 kg nalang. Pero ngayon, hindi ko alam pero nag sstress eating ako since march and I gained 4 kilograms. I don't know what to do, I should start eating less.
Kasi ayaw ko nang bumalik sa dati, ayaw ko nang masabihan na mataba ako.
J, you can do this. You did it once, you can do it again!
fighting, nissy
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