Ay nissy, grabe naman yung against the world, siguro some people lang ganon.
Nagci-circulate na naman yung nangyari na conflict between me and nwvm, wala naman akong magawa kasi hindi ko alam saan ako mag-uumpisa na humingi ng pasensya. I mean inaamin ko naman na sobra akong nakaabala, pero yung word na perwisyo na sakanila mismo nanggaling, first time kong marinig na sabihan ako ng ganon.
To make the long story short, yes I stalked nwvm friend, pero mali yung kuwento nila na female friends because God knows na si tgm lang yung kilala ko sa mga kaibigan niya. Si artwork girlie lang, na alam itong blog ko at mainly nag-usap kami because of her thread post about me na she wants me to enjoy life and heal. Honestly, on my perspective, maayos naman yung pag-uusap naming dalawa. I genuinely felt na she's nice, at hindi ako nakaramdam ng kahit anong negative feeling towards her.
About my tweet that nwvm saw, I don't remember it that much pero alam ko namang mali na sinabihan ko siyang walang EQ. Oo, inaamin ko na mali ko yun, and I know I owe him an apology, which I did, I texted him last time on sms.
That sums it all up, naka-perwisyo daw ako at nakita ni nwvm yung tweets ko, at nagagalit siya sakin ngayon. I don't know what to feel, gusto kong ibaba yung sarili ko at humingi ng paumanhin sa mga nagawa ko, but I know things will be more complicated once I do that.
I never thought someone like him will get mad at me, and it's because of my actions na kung tutuusin, kaya ko lang naman ginawa, kasi masyadong na overpower ng feelings ko yung utak ko.
At marami ng tao ang nadamay at nag-iba ang tingin sa'kin.
Kailan ba ako makakaahon nito?
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